THROUGH A GLASS, DARKLY...

A surprise visit 2 days ago is ending 2 hours from now. I still don't have anything to wear for the grad ball. Am I going to get diabetes in the future? I want to have a permanent room. I don't feel like re-editing that CAT documentary. Please help me deal and get along with BUBBLEWRAP and WHYRESTRICT. I'm sorry WHYRESTRICT. I can't say what I mean. My conscience contradicts itself. Grant me the beauty of my heart in ink. I yearn for new beginnings. But I don't want to look back yet. I can't talk to you... and you and a entire multitude of other yous. Which side has a brighter shade of gray? I wish time could eat back its words and give me another chance. Along with everyone else. From afar, everything would seem so easy. But then a closer look reveals just how complicated everything really is. And then suddenly, nothing really is. Or nothing really has to be. Don't understand. No one ever does anyway. I want to finish the blueberry tart downstairs. Ewan ko ba. There's so much and yet so little on my mind right now. Oh life.