I'm really disappointed with how complacent I've become with myself. It feels horrible whenever I realize that I realize things too late, especially when I find myself regretting the words I could have done better. I really don't want to be mediocre anymore, but for some reason I'm finding it hard to get back up and straighten things out again. It's really ironic how I can't find satisfaction in being happy in not doing my best all the time... I just wish I could already give myself the right push in the right direction once and for all.

The funny thing is, so many people inspire me in different ways but all the inspiration seems to fade out when I can't find myself passing it on to anyone in the end. For now, I'll be waiting (and working for) the day when I manage to place all the inspiration into action, and attain the capacity to inspire. I really admire those who can inspire in positive ways.

I just really need to do better from now on... and I think it should begin with the ACET.

Sir Diwa actually made my ACET load, along with my mood, a lot lighter after dismissal today when he let us sit-in to listen to his enrichment class lecture for undiscussed topics that would appear in the exam. I'm actually looking forward to logarithms and conics now, and getting additional confidence for the Acet boosted my mood up a lot after the whole discussion. Sir Diwa just has this genuine quality of making people smile. :} Thanks a lot Sir.

This is the moment! =) ACET na talaga bukas! God bless and Good luck to everyone! Basta, whatever happens, LET IT BE. =)