Whew I'm tired... this ecology week has been so full of half-days and shortened periods at school and yet my entire being (?) is still tired due to all the songfest practices and whatnot.

Please pray for us tomorrow, dahil bukas na ang Ecosongfest at bukas ko malalaman ang results sa essay-writing contest. I seriously have extremely little hopes of managing even 2nd place because I had no idea what to write in the 2 hours that we were given, which gave me the opportunity to write something very technical and uncreative. And my handwriting was bad in the second page because being the crammer that I am, I crammed the last few paragraphs in the last 10 minutes of the time.

I guess the thing I'm really worried about is that I might not be able to measure up to the expectations of people if ever I don't get even 3rd place in that thing. I read Guia (who entered as a representative for the essay in Filipino)'s scribbles from the contest and they seem to be so much more capable of getting a place than my own. I know it's not good to think about these things, but it's hard not to with all the pressure coming down on you. Just had to let that out.

Anyway, I guess I'll just leave that to tomorrow. I just want to rest and be happy right now for the competition.

And I am happy to say that I feel tired but happy today. I haven't found whatever it is that I've been trying to look for yet, but somehow I feel happy. :)

At uuwi na rin si inang dearest sa Friday because it's Ramadan in the Middle East. She'll be staying for a few days. I'm glad I have that to look forward to. :D

Good luck Ecosongfestmates. We can do this. =}